Advised to stop ttc :(

I was diagnosed with kidney disease 3years ago and For the past few days I've been suffering a awful and painful kidney infection landed in the hospital today and advised that I now need to give up ttc till I get the go ahead by my kidney specialist which I do to see again untill September :( I'm heartbroken :( They prescribed me b/c but I'm literally Sittin staring at it thinking why :(