My boyfriend left to Mexico for 10 days... It's our midwinter break so we don't have school. I have separation anxiety and cried all of yesterday and the day before that. Today I've just made myself sick.

I think he's irritated at me because of this and I don't want to ruin his time there... But I'm really depressed and the past few days have been really bad in general... My DBT therapist didn't even know how to help at this point.

I can't sleep well, feel sick constantly, can barely see because my eyes are so swollen from crying... I don't have the motivation to do literally anything...

Idk what to do...