No maternity pictures😔

So my husband and I are having a last minute move in 2 weeks and I had to cancel my maternity shoot because we can no longer comfortably afford having them done (the cheapest here with dresses included was $250). I don't want to come of as ungrateful/ bratty I fully understand and agree with him that it's just not the best right now. I'm just really upset but don't want to let him know just how upset I really am. I've always wanted maternity pictures. I didn't get engagement pictures or wedding pictures because we were young broke and got married how we could and that was ok I do wish I had some but we got married cause we just wanted to be together, but now I don't get these pictures either. I just need somewhere to share my feelings, cause I really don't want my husband feeling bad or guilty about this cause I know he'd cave and then just be stressed and I don't want that.😞 sorry for my long post I'm just emotional/upset and pregnant lol