help me again please 😔

zoe
okay so some of you may know that i posted a while ago about my best friend and my ex the day after we broke up well i think i did something really stupid and i need help, i am a person that forgives and forgives and forgives and it's exhausting but i can't help it and i gave both of them another chance, again. but we aren't dating anymore we are tryin the whole "friends" thing which is killing me and then my "bestfriend" is acting like nothing happened and i honestly don't know what to do except for pretend like it didn't happen but they are always together and it's killing me 😔 someone please give me advice on if it was stupid to forgive them both or not because i am so lost 😔