I am 34 and in sept when I was 33 I had to terminate my pregnancy at 21 weeks due to a fatal issue my son had. It was the worst experience of my life. I still think about it literally everyday. On Jan 24 I had a very early miscarriage-I was almost 5 weeks. So as soon as I get my period we are going to try again. I just feel worried I am getting too old to conceive and to conceive a healthy baby. These 2 losses really scared me. I am going to see a fertility dr to make sure we are ok. I know both losses are unrelated but it's so scary. I also had an elective abortion when I was 23. I don't regret that even though I had these losses bc it was definitely not a good time in my life to have a baby. But now I'm so worried maybe something is wrong with me. I really wanted 2 or 3 kids but now I'll just be so grateful for one. Ugh