my birthing experience was horrible!!

My birthing experience was horrible!! I went in for my last prenatal visit at 40wks Docter said my water looked like it broke and admitted me into the ER . I was admitted and the Docter clarified my water was intact. After checking me so many times my baby's heart rate stated to look a little weird so I was induced . I wanted a vbac so that's what the Docter was starting . She broke my water and contractions began. About 11hrs Into labor and numerous cervix checking i was about 8cms . Then out of nowhere my babies heart beat began to slow down as per the doctor says And i need a emergency cesarean. I'm listen to the doopler and my sons heart rate is fine. I declined the cesarean for a hour. Then she comes back in the room and says she giving me a Csection. My birth plan was ruined. I got the cesarean. Upon getting the cesarean the Docter had these students come in with pencil and paper while I'm on the operating table! Stomach open and I feel like a science experiment. Mind you I didn't know they were coming in. Then finally I'm closed up and in the recovery room. I asked numerous times where's my son, the nurse says he is in the nursery, ok on this floor? She says no on a whole other floor. So now I'm pissed. Finally after 8hrs I finally got my child back and he has a huge scratch on his face! I flipped out like what happened to my child? The docters said while getting the cesarean they accidentally cut his face! I was so upset! Then I was tryna breastfeed but due to him being away for so long they had to bottle feed him . His glucose level was dropping as well and every hour someone come in a prick my baby on his foot, I wasn't producing milk fast enough so I had to bottle feed him just until I left the hospital which was 5days! But now everything is good and me and him are ok. Oh except for my cesarean scar it began to open back up smh I think for having them students Docter close me up