my sister in law and I were due on the same day !

My brothers Wife got pregnant the same time as me and we were due on the same day . Once I got the phone call that my levels has drop my life felt over . It has almost been a month since my miscarriage and last night my brother and his wife asked me to be their child's godmother! I am so excited but a part of me felt sad . I can't wait to spoil this child with so much love and one day it will be my time to a child as my own! But as for right now I have to make the best out of life !