Still sinking in!

Leanne • 41 years old. Gave birth to first baby on 9/11/17 after trying for 2.5 years. He was 8 weeks early. 4 miscarriages in a row and currently pregnant again.
We got pregnant 2 years ago this month and had a miscarriage. Spent the last 2 years testing, on fertility meds and had a laporoscopy right before Christmas. Yesterday I finally got my bfp! I would be lying if I said Im not terrified but hoping that this is finally it! I am 36 and this will be our first.