Lying about GD numbers

So I was diagnosed with GD a couple of weeks ago, I have to track my meals and prick my fingers 4x a day...well I've gotten my daily numbers down but my fasting number has still be a tiny tiny bit high...i have been lying and lowering my fasting number under 90 so my dr won't put me on meds because they are not crazy high numbers and the meds my dr would put me on isint safe for pregnancy. I know this not right but I won't go on any meds anyways..I've only gained 8 pounds my entire pregnancy so I'm sure she's not growing too big in there...anyone else as dumb as me? 😐 currently 33 weeks