I Can't See Myself Working... 🤔

Alisha
I'm 19 & I've had about 5 jobs since my senior year of high school. I find that I'm extremely affected by my surroundings & they do mess with my depression to where I end up having no choice but quitting or I get fired because I'm not up to their standards. The longest job I've had was a a seasonal position for prom & it was 5 months working literally only weekends all day. I've thought about school & going for teaching because I love kids but I'm worried that I'll be extremely affected by something & end up wasting my degree. I have a hard time seeing myself working a long term job & I like staying at home. Is that weird? & I know I can't be at home forever. I just wonder if I'm the only one who strives to be a stay-at-home mom. 
****UPDATE**** I'm not interested in taking medication because I've had bad reactions to multiple medications. Zoloft gave me a terrible twitch, Paxil broke me out in hives. & anything similar I feel high & confused.