Quick backstory: I met this guy (we'll call him jax) who was a friend of my boyfriend atm and I was into him from the moment I met him. Over the corse of the two years I knew him he became one of my best friends. But then I got dumped, a few weeks later I threw a party, got drunk, and totally made out with jax. Everyone saw it, but I was drunk and no one thought anything of it. But it was one of the most amazing kisses I've had. The same night he kissed one of my girl friends. They ended up dating a few days later. I talked to jax about the kiss and he said he can't be that person in my life he can't be anything more than my best friend "okay" I thought and I backed up.