what do I do 😩

Ok the other day I had sex with my boyfriend and while we were having sexhe would finger my ass and then later ask to do anal. I said ok he just put the tip in at first and it hurt a lot, so I made him stop and put more lube. after awhile, I let him put more and more and by the time he was all the way in it hurt so bad, I made him take it out. Once he pulled it out OMG it hurt way more but point is I have 2 little cuts on my asshole what do I do ? Do I put ointment on it? Also I have to poop but I'm scared it's going to hurt the cutsÂ