I just got back from planned parenthood, and I am pregnant. I'm totally terrified. I don't know if I'm ready for this, I'm broke, I only have a part time job and I'm still living at home. My boyfriend is still in college and has over a year left, plus he's from another country and doesn't have his citizenship here yet. I have no idea what to do. I wanted kids, just not right now. He wants kids too but wants to wait until after school. I can't even tell him right away because he's in Europe visiting his family and won't be home for a week. I don't even know why I'm posting this, I just don't know what to do. I mean, we do talk about babies and baby names and stuff, I just don't know. I thought I was anti abortion until this exact moment when I'm faced with a life changing decision.