oy.. why the worry?!

Idk why, I've just been super worried lately... I have my own doppler and tried finding the heartbeat, swore up and down we did, but when I watched a YouTube video of someone as far along as me, 9w1d, it sounded A LOT different.. I won't have another appointment until march 13th and with my lack of symptoms, since the beginning, I find my anxiety taking over... I hope all is still well with our baby Smith.. just needed to get these emotions out there 😖