Trigger- Rant

Another friend announced their pregnancy. They didn't even try, it just happened when they stopped using BC. I'm so very happy for them and all my pregnant friends. It sucks on my side though. Been nearly 2 yeara since we started TTC. My fertility meds make me gain weight too so I've got that added insecurity along with struggling with infertility alone. I don't want people's pity, so only a few friends know. Those few friends are also TTC and my best friend. I'm just down tonight.

I know I'm not alone, just needed to share. I know it'll happen in God's perfect timing, but I'm also allowed to be sad about my struggle.