postpartum weight gain?

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Is anyone else gaining weight ridiculously fast after giving birth?! My eating habbits havent changed much but im still gaining weight like crazy.. More then when i was pregnant! I weigh more now then the day i went into labor!😭 this is seriously sooo depressing💔 i feel so fat & ugly! Im a recovering bulimic of 9 years! so you guys can imagine how hard this is on me:( i dont have the motivation or energy.. Or time for that matter.. 😪