R A N T !!!! 😥

erin
Trying to conceive is a process that nobody understands unless you've been through it. It's easy for people to throw inspirational quotes your way (my favorites lately are "it'll be worth the wait" and "everything happens for a reason"..EYE ROLL). Don't get me wrong, I appreciate it and sometimes it helps. And deep down I believe those things. But lately all I want is for someone to cry with me, and tell me no, it's not fair, and yes, it sucks, and yes, bad things happen to good people, and make me feel a little less crazy for being so down in the dumps. I mean, it's impossible to not get your hopes up every month at every little twinge and headache. And then spirits are crushed, repeatedly. I love the support from my friends and family, because they are really trying. They just don't understand, and they can't. What helps the most is when my husband gets upset WITH me and we just let it all out, the good, bad, and ugly. Maybe I don't want to "keep my head up" and "hang in there" every single day. Nothing is wrong with a good cry and bottle of wine every now and then! Thankful for you ladies that support one another and can share in the same feelings and emotions. ❤️ baby dust to all. Our time WILL come and it WILL be worth the wait.