Against my husband's wishes, I am refilling my Rx of Clomid 100mg. He didn't tell me not to, it just really bothers him. He wants a child with me, but not at the expense of cancer causing drugs (do a tiny bit of research if you're unsure on that statement). He wants to have a sperm analysis but I can't let him. He was a horrible person to me when we 1st started out (unfaithful and lies), I didn't know. He still beats himself up about that and feels worthless on my bad days. I would prefer for everybody to believe Im the problem with our infertility, rather than him find out its him. I honestly don't think its him, but I'm not willing to risk what little of him I still have left. No, most days aren't bad and I want to keep it that way.