Self Esteem

Ok so this is my first time posting on here and I just wanted to talk about something we all have to deal with. I've struggled with a low self esteem for my whole life, and its gotten worse over the past couple of years. I developed anorexia a little over a year ago. I'm in recovery and doing a lot better than I was, but I still constantly struggle with my body and the way I look. I just started dating a super sweet guy and he very genuinely seems to think i'm amazing, which feels like it should help, but instead I'm always worried he'll change his mind, so I've been getting more and more obsessive about the way I look. I just wanted to through this topic out there and see what everyone had to say about it. Issues with self esteem are very common and we all need support.