Everything BUTT stuff...

Peyton
Okay ladies...tonight was the first time doing anal with my boyfriend. It was how it was described to me...
1. Hardest part (pain wise) the head.
2. Scaring yourself shitless...(literally)
3. His reaction...
4. Either amazing or horrifying...
Well...it hurt at first...but then wow!! What an amazing experience!! The only thing I regret was that we didn't start off slow...no fingers then gradually moving up in size after awhile. Nope. Straight up dick. First time. It hurt, we used a lot of anal lube and a condom! But where is where I am scared...the after effects of doing anal.
Are these things normal???
1. Constant feeling to poop...
2. Constant feeling that he's still up in there...
3. Bleeding?? I think I tore...
4. How long do I wait for this to heal??
I am very curious to hear your first time anal stores!! Please share your experience and your issues/advice!! 
Love long and strong ladies! ;)