should I wait until he's out of jail?

My family is going through so much right now, I don't even know where to start. My moms boyfriend sent my uncle out for a job, in which my mom rented my uncle the car. He was supposed to come back Sunday night and we never heard from him. We thought he was dead! We cried and cried. I hated my mom at that point not realizing she's forgave me for all my mistakes. My grandma is in so much pain, just yesterday we found out he's in jail. I've been ttc for 6 months, I'm ovulating soon and I don't know if I even want to try right now . I'm not even in the mood for sex, I feel so depressed. I don't even know where to stand, be there for my mom or being with my family. Should I just go on with my baby making? Wait? I don't know, help 😔