I am not quite 5 weeks and I just found out my first pregnancy is ending. We have wanted this child more than anything we have ever wanted and I don't think I've ever been so sad in my life. I really don't. I know it was so early, but I lost my baby. Everyone that knows had been very supportive and I know that this was God's way of taking care of a baby that just wasn't going to be healthy. But I am just so so sad.