I love dick

I'm not having sex until I get a boyfriend. Which is going to take a while for me because after damn near four months I'm still not over my ex. Anyway, I haven't had sex in like two months, I'm enjoying it although I wanna have sex really bad, going without itand waiting until I meet someone that really likes me makes not having sex super hot, I love thinking about sex and dick and men. More importantly, I'm gaining more appreciation and admiration for the dick. I love keeping myself away from it and almost making myself suffer turns me on! Without dick I'm allotted a plethora of imaginary dicks that are fantasy fulfilling yet reality sustaining 😌