Ladies, I need some help😩

This may seem sad, or desperate, or maybe a little of both, but I'm looking for self help literature.  Whether it be a website, blog, book, ANYTHING that just screams girl power and can slap me back into reality!  My self esteem is in the gutter and nothing is helping anymore.  I get dressed up, my bf doesn't acknowledge it.  I post a pretty picture on Facebook, he doesn't so much as like it, let alone give me a "you look great."  So obviously I need to help mySELF with my SELF esteem because the boost sure isn't coming from anywhere else ladies!  Anyone have a girl hero that has some inspiration spewed somewhere?!