37 week meltdown FTM

Renee
I am scheduled to be induced the evening of 3/16, one day before my due date.  They do not want me to go over because I have gestational diabetes.  I understand the reason for induction and know the risks if I decided to wait.... 
Being a FTM, I've read a lot about the induction process, but don't feel I have an understanding of it... I am scared it will result in a c section.  I also had a breast reduction 7 years ago and the Drs don't know if i will be able to breast feed or not.  
I had a meltdown tonight, I feel like I have no control... The main goal is a healthy baby boy and I feel selfish for feeling anxious about losing my choices...  
Just a little vent... How is everyone so we doing?  I never cry! And now I can't stop!