I'm done

Gutted is an understatement, on day 42 never got this far without af , now she has decided to show her ugly face 😭 I am utterly exhausted and devastated by this journey that is meant to be .. a journey. This is no journey for me but utter chaos and heartbreak every month. I have hit my target .. I can't do this no more I can not handle the disappointment. I'm done 😭