Hey can u post for me ? (Private)

Please no bashing

& before people say " you should reach out or offer i do all the time "

Hey ladies

My sons 6 months and my bfs brother had his baby not long after me. His family favors that baby so much. His mom maybe watched my kid 4xs and the other baby ab 20. She has this baby everyday yes they love 3 min away and we live 15 but to me that is not far. We go to their house all the time. So we cut back to see if it would make a difference and it didnt. We asked his mom if she can babysit for a hr - two hrs so we can go out to eat she said she didn't feel good i go on my news feed on fb and shes at the mall with of course THAT BABY. My mom has major surgery so shes out the question for babysitting. We were gonna ask agian today being my bf gets paid every 2 wks. And we havent gotten out since the end of January. Shes always taking pics of this baby when we are there. Doesnt take pics of my kid. Shares his pics every other day hasnt shared his pics since december. Its like getting to me. My bf dont care says he doesn't see it but its clear as day.

Advice ?