So the other day me and hubby finally get a chance to talk and he says I don't want kids after all the times he's told me he did it broke my heart I don't understand what's changed he says it's not me that he knows I would be a wonderful mother that he feels like he's not financially stable to bring a baby into the world and I told him we will never be really prepared I just want to have kids and he's like we will do it later in 5 years I'll be 25 this year I feel like I'm already going to be to old to have kids in 5 years I don't understand it