Feeling a bit psycho...

My best friend just sent me a picture of her positive pregnancy test. It's their second month trying. I am on month 15 and nothing. I feel like a total psycho because I can't stop crying. I'm kinda glad my husband is at work cause I'm not sure how he would react to this meltdown! Lol. I know I will be happy for her eventually, but right now I can't even pretend. Ugh why is this so hard??