11dpo today & of course I got a BFN. In the middle of the night my left boob started hurting which is a sure indicator that AF is coming. I honestly feel like it's not going to happen. It's been 2 years and 4 months since we've been TTC. In that time literally there were 39 pregnancies and that doesn't include my residents which is, no exaggeration, about another 100. Secondary infertility sucks!!! I hope it changes between now & Friday but it doesn't seem likely. I know I'm not out until AF shows but I am so sad. Why is it so hard for me. 😢