I need.

I need to uninstalled this apps.. i got my af now. Im so disappointed. I even tried very hard. But why always happend. Hopeless so far. We've been 6 years together, and 4years ttc. My husband says i can try to other man if i want it is ok to him even he hurts, and if successful we live together and he says that i will promise to him that i will alwys love him forever no matter what. I cried after weve talk about that. I feel his feeling, and i feel it hurt so much. But i want one, i dont want to try to anybody except him. Guys can you cheer me up. Give me advice. ︶︿︶