Can't figure out what's wrong with me at times I hate you husband and wish the worst for him hut I times I feel like I do love him more like I am scared for him to be with someone else can it be that I am just used to being with him it's been 10 years I am 27 we have 3 kids and I'm currently 27 weeks pregnant.

We are always fighting he's so abusive constantly telling me to leave with the kids that he needs someone to understand him. It's hard for me to leave but I feel that at times its more cause scared for him to start a new relationship.

What the hell is going on with me.

If your parent from so long would tell you to leave that he don't want to be with you what would u honestly do or say ? And it's not the first time more like the 4th or 5th in less then the months