First pregnancy lost

Briolette111 • Waiting for the rainbow
I've been silently stalking your group for a few days now... Finally Got confirmation today that I miscarried at 5 weeks. Though I've known since Sunday... I am surprised how hard it's been.. I feel kinda silly actually being this depressed. We were just so excited.. I was shopping for pregnancy books and looking up announcement ideas.. And now I just feel like I can't move on because every cramp reminds me. Every time I go to the bathroom. Every time I'm surprised my boobs don't hurt anymore. It's just so weird. It was there and now just gone. I was pregnant. Now I'm not. It's so weird.. How long did everyone's bleeding last? That's one thing I can't wait to get over with. Thanks.