I am an EP and my life is crazy right now. To say the least my parents are getting divorced, my grandma is on her deathbed, my husband is a liar and keeps abusing drugs. I also work 16 hours a week as an RN. I am so stressed and I feel like pumping is just one more stress since I have to up early every day to pump and unless my 4 month old actually takes a nap (very rare) he gets super fussy while I pump because I'm not holding him or playing with him. I feel very guilty about not giving breastmilk though because my goal was 6 months. Just wondering what you would do?