I'm so done!

Tonight when cutting my daughter's nails she jerked and I got to close to the skin and now she's bleeding and we can get it to stop. My husband is yelling at me acting like I did it on purpose. He keeps telling me that I'm to irresponsible. I can't deal with him anymore!! I feel like the worse mom in the world and now I have to deal with him on top of it. The only reason I'm not leaving him now is because I'm not about to be the one who ruined his birthday tomorrow.