I feel guilty. I feel guilty because I'm pregnant with my second child within 7 months of giving birth and my cousins 8 month old baby just died. I feel guilty because my other cousin has had 5 miscarriages and just had another and I feel guilty because a friend is struggling to conceive and here I am with my 4th healthy pregnancy that wasn't 100% planned (we wanted a fourth baby after everyone else has conceived) and they can't keep their babies. I feel like when I announce this pregnancy I'm going to hurt them all so bad. I don't want to hurt them. This sucks..