Please , I'm asking for advice

I was born with male hormones, really bad . I have to shave my face every day sometimes twice , i tried waxing but it honestly doesn't work because there isn't enough stubble to grasp on to , i use a new razor everyday but still continue to get razor burn, I'm tired of crying and thinking in ugly because of it I'm 19 years old and just want to be normal , how can i help get it to ease away ? Any advice please .