confused and frustrated

So... my cycle is from 32 to 43. Right now I'm on cycle day 41 with no signs of AF. Last week Thursday Feb 23rd i believe I was on cycle day 33.....i took a pregnancy blood test before I missed my period and it came back negative (<2) ... so I thought ok bummer I'm not pregnant.... but my period still hasn't came and no symptoms of it coming. So I've took 3 pregnancy tests March 1,2,3 all negative... is there a chance I could be pregnant and just super early ???? Idk what to think but having these long cycles sucks 😒😩😤 Going off from Glow I missed my period ..... but it's not always 100% on point 😩