I don't think anyone understands how it feels to be continuously put down about every aspect of your life, for all your life. Being called a piece of shit or, jackass or, anything down to whore or, just being told you will never amount to shit. Takes so much from a person. Like there point of view on life. I can't find happiness in anything because of all the negativity about my performance. My brother is the only person in my family that actually shows me support but he lives in NY now. So I'm trying everything in my heart not to go through with suicide because of my brother but, it hurts so bad an it's hard.