This is a whining post just to warn you.

This month is the last month my doctor will prescribe clomid. That's understandable as she's my doctor and she has to protect my best interest. I am not mad, I trust her. My period is set to start in 4 days. I thought this was the month. I had symptoms I hadn't had since before my mc on august. Weird cramping. Achy breasts. None of these were ever period symptoms for me so I was slowly getting excited. Today my breasts feel totally normal and the realist in me says to expect my AF any time now. I haven't been temping because it stressed me out. My doctor suggested having a more "natural" month where I let go of the things I did previously like ovulation tests and just BD the days I know I should so I did. I felt more at ease than I have in months but I can't help being sad every time I realize af is on the way.

My husband and I don't have grand health insurance so a fertility specialist is out of the question. There won't be and <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> or <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> for us. This isn't the end of the road necessarily because we can keep trying naturally and pray for a miracle but I can't help but be so very sad. My husband has a business trip coming right as my cycle will begin. I'm just sad. Getting ready to pop the cork on some pinot grigio yall.

Anyone in the same boat?