I need some encouragement I am 21 weeks pregnant I had a rocky first trimester had bleeding off and on due to a subcorronic hematoma which has cleared up had my anatomy scan and everything looks good baby is measuring a week ahead and the blood clot disappeared thank god my son is doing well but of course reading dr google and people have had still borns for no reason even at 41 weeks I have read so idk how to be happy with this pregnancy I am terrified to lose my son I can't be happy at all I had a missed miscarriage before this pregnancy so I just feel so fragile probably a little depressed but I can't be happy till he is in my arms and he is safe and healthy