I hate to say this but I'm losing hope... I'm tired of seeing everyone around me getting pregnant when they don't even want the baby and I know they are not trying to shove it in my face but it really feels like it. I was diagnosed with pcos when I was 16 and had my first surgery to remove multiple cysts at 16 and had another surgery when I was 18 which resulted in having my right tube removed. My husband and I have tried just about everything to get pregnant. We got pregnant on my 3th round of clomid but lost is the week we found out. I started <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">fertility treatment</a> when I was 18 and stopped a couple months ago and I am now 20. I'm seriously losing hope... I'm so tired of people telling to stop trying and it'll happen because even if I say I'm not trying deep down inside I'm always going to be trying until I get pregnant. I need to hear some uplifting stories from people that are in the same situation or have been... it's so hard because my periods are irregular so I always think I'm pregnant even tho I know deep down inside that I'm not... please help and send me as many prayers possible. I need my rainbow baby... 😔❤️