36 and ttc #1

This is my first ever post. I am new to the glow Community but have had ovia and been tracking my Cycles (opks but not temping) since August. Not to mention but I have been trolling numerous sites and discussion forums for just as long. My significant other is 39 and just continues to say it's going to happen. While I can appreciate his optimism every month I get more and more frustrated and really sad. I feel like time is running out to have more than one baby. I went to IVF clinic in December so I could just get some of my testing done and had a uterine polyp removed on 12/23. Not to mention an hsg and other levels came back normal. I was so hopeful after that that it would happen quicker and yesterday getting my period just has me so defeated. I don't even want to have my amh levels done because then I'll just be Googling more of that and I know that that's not healthy. I can't stand another pregnancy announcement because I feel that everyone else just blinks and they're pregnant I'm just so frustrated. Just needed to vent it all out I guess...