Mass health wont cover for my tests

Melissa • 28 married to my childhood sweetheart ttc one more after all the mcs and ectopic pregnancies. fx
I was gonna get a test done to see if my falopian tubes are blocked but my insurance womt cover it. Ive been ttc for 3 years and this was my last hope an now thats gone. Im beyond devastated. So it looks like we wont ever have any kids. Life really sux. Ive tried everything from mucinex opks basal thermometer etc. i guess its just not meant to be. So now im gonna go lay down and cry myself to sleep. They wont even let do a payment plan. Im so so sad