I'm been down lately, my bf and I haven't bee in a good place. He cheated ad I can't stop thinking about it, he acts like it never happens and I find myself not wanting to be around him...I'm over this, I just want to be happy. He notices my attitude but I act like it's nothing but he hates taking about his wrong doings, so m left to "get over them" alone...he makes time for other people and is never home...he went to the beach , left at 4am and didn't come back until 8pm!!! And I was mad because he told me he would be back at 5:30pm, and came home and left right back out!!! I'm in the house 24/7 with the kids and he is never here...when he is he is sleep, he has the weekends off but spends it fishing or out of town while I'm home with the kids!! He doesn't talk to me he doesn't ask about the baby...he is always happy when he is gone but acts like he stay home for a hour with me and the kids!!! I'm depressed in this relationship and he thinks only of himself!!! I'm venting out because I have no friends and my family is too busy to listen!!! I don't know anymore!!!