TWW torture

Jennifer
So I'm 4dpo today and this is cycle 1 after our MC in Jan. And the wait is killing me. I feel like I'm obsessing and the more I try not to think about testing and getting a BFP....the more I think about it! 🙈 the month we finally conceived was nov and i was so busy with bdays, thanksgiving, and preparing for Christmas that really didn't even chart or anything. 
Any tips to get my mind of of this wait??