Beyond the point of frustration

I am 39 weeks. My fiancé and I have had sex once in December, once in January, and once in February. Like what is this? At this point I don't even necessarily want it anymore because I just feel so unattractive after getting shot down so often, now I just want the sperm to see if it helps my cervix as it is still closed up  locked tight 🙄 I think 6 weeks of healing is going to be nothing because that seems to be our going rate anyway. He's perfectly content with no sex, I'm unhappy, miserable, and tired of taking care of myself. Anyone else have such a drastic change in sex life since being pregnant?