Overwhelmed

Just found out this morning that I'm pregnant with our 3rd after losing our second at 12 weeks back in October 2016!

I'm excited and nervous and scared and happy and been crying on and off all damn morning. I don't know what to think or feel.

I have no idea how far along I am, we weren't even sure if I was ovulating! I've been going to the doctor for the past 6 months due to irregular bleeding and multiple periods a month. I had blood tests done and multiple ultrasounds and pelvic exams. Everything all kept coming back normal, but I was still have weird random bleeding.

I'm so confused! I'm sure I'm super early on still, my last bleeding 'episode' was Feb 13th and lasted until the 15th or 16th I think.

Any guesses?

Cycles after loss on October 6th were as follows

1st cycle Nov 11th - 18th

2nd cycle Dec 8th - 13th

3rd cycle Jan 4th - 10th

4th cycle Jan 31st - Feb 7th

And then I started bleeding again on Feb 13th and that went until the 15th or 16th.

So as you can see, I was all screwed up. So now I have no idea what's going on, the only thing I do know is that I took 2 tests and they both came back positive. So that's good right?!

I'm so all over the place!