So I met my now ex boyfriend (thanks to my family's disapproval) almost three years ago. I immediately fell in love, it was truly love at first sight. Last year we started seeing each other but he strayed away because I'm much younger than him. He was 16 and I was 13. But honestly those few months we were together were amazing. Fast forwarding to three months ago we started hanging out again, mind you he's now 17 and I'm 14. We started dating a few weeks later and everything was great. He was the perfect gentleman. Everywhere we went he opened the doors, if I was cold he would offer his jacket, I never had to pay for a thing (and trust me I offered every time). I lost my virginity to him and although it hurt a lot it was an amazing experience. I have never felt closer to anyone before in my entire life. Then my dad found out that he was 17, not a straight A student, didn't have a perfect attendance record and most importantly (to my dad) wasn't on the football team. So my dad flipped out like he always does and said if I didn't break up with him he would force me to live with him which Is the last thing anyone would want to do. So of course I did what he told me to do and my S.O. was devastated. He actually cried when I told him what happened and so did I. I went to his house to explain everything and after I told him we just hugged each other while we both cried for what felt like hours. We decided to still be friends even though we both know we could never be together. We talk on the phone every chance we get sometimes for hours straight. I honestly just want to be with him so bad and I just don't know what to do.