Myomectomy

I am 40 years old and my husband and I have been TTC for months now and NOTHING!

I just found out that I have to get a myomectomy to remove the fibroids that I just found out that I had. I was told that I have multiple ones and the buggiest is the size of a 4 month fetus. My uterus is also enlarged and pushed upward due to the fibroid.

I'm just feeling really emotional about this and I want to be a mom so bad that my heart hurts.